We often remember the past when our visions and dreams of life were high, but we can no longer blame others for the fact that the past is gone, and we can no longer blame others for our lives and regret that we cannot find my life again by blaming others for my life and blaming the world for not being able to excel on my own path with my own unique life for myself.

 We often remember the past when our visions and dreams of life were high, but we can no longer blame others for the fact that the past is gone, and we can no longer blame others for our lives and regret that we cannot find my life again by blaming others for my life and blaming the world for not being able to excel on my own path with my own unique life for myself.  

As we struggle back and forth, we can only see that I can't continue to regret my short path of life in faith because of others, but in the marginal limits of my personal life inability to overcome the real challenges on my own, even my reality in the lower order of life is passing too fast. We haven't made my life, and I have very little stake in my life.  Deprived of the vested interests of my life, the yolk of my life, all of that, I lived with envy of the victorious victors of my enemies.  Our reality is still in a dark tunnel. While we luxuriated while others enjoyed the best benefits of prosperity, we continued to live almost still on the fringes, in the sub-group, in the cheap standard of life. We have lived in a series of life-level subgroups, in the low level of the world, on the low-level path of life, on the road of life, in the middle of the world We felt the excruciating pain of living as an unlucky child in a reality where there was almost no sense of existence outside the eyes of such lowly people of the world, who had no sense of fame at all.