Even today, on the path of life that has turned away from God, there is no progress for him, and the sad path of life is approaching, blocked by the worst and poor life of the past. The reality of the moment is too bad for him. Even in the future, we are always disappointed that we do not see any possibility of a bright life of any positive affirmation that will come as the light reality of life. He tries to ignore God's will entirely, he sees his worst situation and tries to ruthlessly blame himself for being a reality that is blocked out of just a sense of urgency for reality, and he can fall into the behavior of a life of extreme lack of patience, such as self-injurious behavior, self-incriminating self-esteem as low as his personal ability, and his inability to love himself all the time, and finally self-harming himself because he can't stand it.

 Even today, on the path of life that has turned away from God, there is no progress for him, and the sad path of life is approaching, blocked by the worst and poor life of the past. 

The reality of the moment is too bad for him. Even in the future, we are always disappointed that we do not see any possibility of a bright life or any positive affirmation that will come as the light reality of life.  He tries to ignore God's will entirely, he sees his worst situation and tries to ruthlessly blame himself for being a reality that is blocked out by just a sense of urgency for reality, and he can fall into the behavior of a life of extreme lack of patience, such as self-injurious behavior, self-incriminating self-esteem as low as his personal ability, and his inability to love himself all the time, and finally self-harming himself because he can't stand it.