2023 is coming to an end after a deeply gloomy year.

 2023 is coming to an end after a deeply gloomy year.  

<Today's end-of-year message speaks of our fatalistic pain and tearful grief in our hearts, each of us in tears> Some families belonging to the Christian Faith community of the majority of Koreans spend their days in tears of deep sorrow and remorse on a fateful day of resignation, lamenting that the reality of our lives cannot be fully restored to the point of the blessed past when our lives are almost completely normal. In a seemingly abandoned world where we can't go to our prime life, the peak of the best life that each of us so strongly desires, we mourn in tears and in our own shameful situation. In a world where we are always isolated and cut off from the world, in a rich life where the happiness of others seems to have been turned away from us, why should we be so shunned and abandoned by the world? I always asked God often in prayer, and I asked Him again and again in prayer to know exactly what God's providence of salvation meant for me in this age.  We never left heaven on our own. I have never left or abandoned the monotheistic faith of heaven. 

However, just as God the Creator has ignored all our prayers, our present situation has hardly changed to a reality of bright possibilities, and our lives are always at a dead end, with little change in our lives that can fulfill our hopeful expectations, and we are always anxious and anxious, and our path of life is completely blocked, and we are always trapped and the future is closed, and we cannot escape the cramped sad reality that our hearts seem to be tightened with a sad heart. I grieved and grieved. We have never abandoned our only path of faith. I often wondered about the providence and will of God who had done me, even though I had made my own decisions and turned away from God the Creator and had never set aside the path of faith in the kingdom of heaven on my own, and why my situation was so desperate, different from that of the people of the world, and why I was being cruelly squashed to the bottom of the worldly hierarchy.

Why do I have to live in such a miserable and abandoned situation in a situation of abundance in the world when I have never left heaven and denied the Lord and have never been on the path of apostasy? Why is it that our path of faith is maintained by the decision of Heaven only those who belong to the world who are much closer to the world, the non-believers who belong to the pagan sphere, and why do we maintain such a situation where only others who have always dwelt in the world are doing so well?  Why is it that we are always undervalued, just as we are always living on a path abandoned by the world? Despite the blessing of the prosperity of the strongest people in the world and the fact that they are always on their way to succeeding on their way, we have always complained and prayed that the kingdom of heaven has forever turned away from us and thrown us away and that the global society is still going through an era of dominance centered on the wicked and the wicked.

We are not the only ones, but we are filled with a sad feeling of abandonment in the world, do we continue to live in the dark days of grief and suffering? Will life always be a day of good fortune when the suffering will always disappear and we will always have a bright and blessed day? I lived in faith and prayer. The pain of the world's shock waves of life has produced the extreme pain of the stress of extreme tormenting passion, which seems to continue to pierce our minds sharply. We have lost all our dreams amid the ever-painful days.  We have lived our lives in a state of resignation and resignation, believing that living in the long days of suffering, the long valley of darkness, the long valley of darkness, and the extreme pain of the darkness is only our fatalistic path, and that it is natural for us to suffer long days of frustration.  Over time, as if the purpose of our prayers, which could not be achieved, had been accomplished, we used to complain about our lives and go through long painful words.  Believers have always indulged in their low level of consumption, and in the terrible pain of the hardships of life, the days of resignation in which he gave up all the splendid dreams of life seemed to pierce me with a severe sense of anguish and anguish that came to me. No matter how much we pray, the world seems to have never completely changed over the years, and we may often have days of resignation when our hearts are always in agony.